syajo

it was never about the rain

but that's how people know my name

SYAHRAIN JOHAN/ SYAJO / MEL.
19, partial OCD, ~~indecisive~~, hopeless romantic: it's complicated.
Respect for all, music, theatre, economics: it's a process.

diverse speeches

what I'm currently loving

RICO BLANCO/ Filipino artist / amazing musician / former RIVERMAYA lead vocalist
Fav song: KAHIT WALANG SABIHIN & AMATS

Respect yourself

by respecting others :)

credits

and much love

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fear (Sunday, July 19, 2009 / 7:00 PM)

1 week and 4 days;
has it been since I sent my second sister, the fourth among my siblings, to Kolej Yayasan UEM Lembah Beringin, Perak. Once again, I witnessed another goodbye that sent tears to my father.
As the youngest, I got used to sending away my older siblings. I learned to be independent, more self-reliant and tougher with that experience. However, my siblings, though they are a pain, they love me. There will be always someone to take care of me as if one were to leave, another would come back from overseas.
Never the less, I trained myself to not put the weight of my future onto the shoulders of my brothers and I would not be too dependant on my sisters for my maturity. And with God's will, I will try to lessen the burden of my parents by getting the best grades that I am capable of. I was ready for it all. At the age of 16, I was in the stage of maturity, an overwhelming feeling that I find harder to carry these days.

I need the strength.