syajo

it was never about the rain

but that's how people know my name

SYAHRAIN JOHAN/ SYAJO / MEL.
19, partial OCD, ~~indecisive~~, hopeless romantic: it's complicated.
Respect for all, music, theatre, economics: it's a process.

diverse speeches

what I'm currently loving

RICO BLANCO/ Filipino artist / amazing musician / former RIVERMAYA lead vocalist
Fav song: KAHIT WALANG SABIHIN & AMATS

Respect yourself

by respecting others :)

credits

and much love

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you weren't suppose to know. (Monday, March 9, 2009 / 10:46 PM)

What am I feeling right now?
A stranger I've faced before,
a stranger I can't recall.
Is it pain that I'm getting to know?
Is it insecurity I'm embracing?
Or is it merely a petty matter,
felt through this fragile heart?
Like the fate of a piece of puzzle,
whose destiny lies on a million indecision.
Like a broken mirror,
comprising of worthless shards of its glass.

The happier I feel the weaker I get,
The sadder I feel, the more feeble I become.
I don't understand it.
The memories are slipping away,
without sympathy nor empathy.
Disclosing this heart, this wounded heart.
exposing and telling,
fleetingly.

The blistering pain is being seen.
when it should be blinded,
and invisible.
Dear pain,
Cut down deep inside of me,
never unveil.
because the puzzle piece had already been lost,
the mirror, already broken.

Stay buried dear pain,
where you belong,
in this heart of mine.